i was considering closing this, but i figured i'd let it sit a little longer. i just took down the piece i submitted to my college literary magazine, hoping it'll show up in it. *shrug*

i have an idea for a new story, but i don't know if i'll get it out or not. life isn't going my way right now.

hope all is well with everyone!

I guess thats all I've got for uploads. I mean, I haven't done anything for so long. No creative writing, no drawing, no crafty things... well, except for screen printing, which I figured out how to do over spring break.

I just haven't really been into it. I think it has to do with school, summer appearing, and me not having the motivation to do anything, my meds not working anymore... it makes it hard to think. I used to be able to read a book in one sitting, now I can barely read 20 pages.

No one really reads these things, but updates on my life:
~Boyfriend, Jordan
~1 year of college, complete
~Home for the summer, no job yet
~My dog died, in April

Long time no journal update. And thats how its going to be. I guess the novelty of DA and just about every other site I used to update frequently has been lost.

Maybe its just the chaos associated with college. Maybe not.

Either way, school is taking up a ton of my time, so any submissions to DA will be sporadic, if not nonexistent, so yay.

My roommate and I get along well (good thing) but its still hard to know whether people want me around or not, so I end up hiding out in my room doing homework. Lame, I know.

Anyway, wanted to let you all know I'm still alive.

In less than 48 hours I will be moved into my new home for the next year.

Crazy how that works, huh?

Hopefully I'll be able to add stuff while I'm at college, but I don't know for sure yet.

Guess we'll both be surprised.

So, I guess it was always a dream of mine to call myself a photographer. Even though I have no formal training, and my stuff isn't that great. But I'm still addicted right now.

Just like I'm addicted to HIM.

Okay.

I graduated on June 10th. Fun stuff. I'm now a freshman again.

Other than that, life is lame.